绝望的新娘

蛇也很可怜

不管怎么样，事后我拿回了我的身份证和我应得的钱。钞票让我阴郁的心情好过了一些，我买了两杯冰淇淋，请阿鹏过来一起吃。

阿鹏也没客气。事实上，这个年轻的导演除了扣我身份证时有些凶之外，其他时候对我还是很照顾的。他一边吃着冰淇淋一边向我道歉：“对不住，其实我也没有办法。自从出了那件事情之后，总导演就特意分出一个组，专门拍这段最容易出事的戏。这部剧的投入已经够多了，戏不能改，导演为了钱，不顾死活也得拍。没办法，他就让我来负责。我资历浅又没有后台，只能跟着吃哑巴亏，还连累了你。”

我笑了一下表示不介意。其实我真的不太介意，虽然害怕，但是我觉得阿鹏、四个“轿夫”，还有我，我们大家都是可怜的人。既然都是可怜的人，那就别记仇了。不过我还是想起了那个死去的“新娘”。我试探着问：“那个女演员也不太坏，她好像没害我，就是有点儿吓人。”

“她人不坏。”阿鹏的脸色一下沉了下去，“我指的是她生前，她活着的时候是个不错的女孩，但是走错了路。你知道她为什么能拍这部戏吗？因为她和我们导演……但她不像别的女演员那么势利，她是真的爱我们导演的才华，所以想和他结婚。”

“结婚？那怎么可能？”连我都知道这事不可能。

“她就想结婚，但是导演不同意。所以，那天上轿子的时候，她自己带了毒药，穿着嫁衣死在了轿子里。她真是个独特的人，居然爱得那么深，选择以

‘新娘’的身份死去。”

我的心猛地一沉，一种怅然若失的感觉遍布了我的全身。我突然想起那天立在轿前痛哭的“新娘”，当时她是多么绝望。也许她真的想结婚，只是她爱错了人。然而在最后时刻，她还是引导了我，帮助剧组顺利地完成了拍摄。

那是一个绝望新娘的最后心愿吧？

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后来我再也没有做过群众演员，那天的事情我也没和别人讲过，因为我觉得不会有人相信我。

但是今天，我还是决定把它以文字的形式说出来，因为这部电视剧前几天上映了，里面还有我的镜头呢。虽然只有短短的一段，但我觉得这一段背后的故事已经超过了整部电视剧的意义。

请原谅我不能说出这部电视剧的名字，因为那样会有人说我炒作。我不想炒作，我只想说出自己的经历。希望当你们看到那个新娘流泪的镜头时，能够体会到那种痛苦和哀伤。

谨以这种哀伤，祭奠那位绝望的新娘。

Introduce:The undergraduate course on the pasty that the sky drops when, money always is used not quite, accordingly I had done a lot of part-time jobs, for instance family education, sell for instance, still for instance masses actor. Yes, masses actor. That is the most unforgettable experience in my life, after-thought rises to still can quiver all over now, at the same time inner extensive removes distressed. So, the story that next I should tell is I am wiping cold sweat and tear to be narrated at the same time at the same time come out. You believe it may not be a bad idea, be not believed, anyway what I want to say is —— this is very mysterious really. That day, I and a few schoolgirls should be enrolled together into play staff of a teleplay, the move such as the clothes that changes the Republic of China enters the court. Below major case, masses actor is taking a day of 100 pay, the opportunity even look good as result of recieving praise is done not have, so we very loosen, sit in the corner to one is build did not build the ground to talking about a day. Be in this moment, we see far has a few people to carrying bed of a piece of bamboo walks over, there is the woman of red garment of an a suit on the bed, there still is the flax of a white on the face, what act possibly is a body. In the play staff this is to mind not strange thing, but, be assigned personal responsibility for we this group executive director A Peng said faintly: "Saw? To earn eyeball, we film those who use is true dead body this. " " ah —— " a few schoolgirls beside me scream rise, still two schoolgirls had turned even the head goes dare not looking again, only I am full of interest ground to staring at bed of that piece of bamboo. Because my courage is greater,this is not just, because I know patting teleplay is,still must not use true dead body, a Peng is to deceiving people certainly. As expected, a Peng's one's voice in speech just fell, that acts a body actress on bamboo bed turns over rose. A few schoolgirls realize be decieved, blame A Peng malcontently, and A Peng looks at me meaningfully however to say: "Your courage is quite great, come with me, I and you talk about a thing. " the thing that A Peng talks about is extremely big good news to me, he says he discovered what I go up personally to hold temperament alone, want to let me perform the role of a bride in this teleplay. Although show share is not much, but the promotion that pay had very old rate, more important is, I can be unexpectedly in drama look good as result of recieving praise! Which schoolgirl won't reject an occasion that becomes star? Then my excited oversight a lot of things, why should let me for instance a such both neither are beautiful the average college that does not have qualifications and record of service again gives Huang natively, again for instance why so earnest ground lets A Peng I hand over Id, still let me be in " pay of general of break a contact 30 times amerce " signed on the contract. I at that time just am imagining myself to make the appearance of star ceaselessly, a bit is done not have