血娃娃

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一刻钟、两刻钟、三刻钟……殷以商终于再度有了意识。他看着地上大片的血迹和怀里血迹斑斑的女子，忍不住想吐。泪，毫不自知地倾泄出来。

摸索地爬到电脑桌旁，展开信。他第一次看到浅凝清浅的字体。

五年前的某一天，我失去了我的孩子。一个被强暴而生下的所谓孽种。我是一个没有爱情的女人，我只剩她，我的孩子。而我最终，却将她也弄丢。你无法想象我当时的绝望与心痛。

是的，我可以再去随便寻找一个男人，重新生下一个健康的孩子。可是，这对我没有用，任谁，也比不上我那可爱聪明的女儿，我此生唯一的挚爱。

幸而，我找到了它，古老的寻魂术。它教我学会了制作巫蛊娃娃，并将她们送到条件相符的孩子们手里。它告诉我，巫蛊娃娃会为我带来九十九个女童的灵魂。在此期间，我必须尽少减少与外人的接触。而第一个主动找到我的男人，便是巫神派来成全我的男人。只有和他，我才能孕育一个新的载体，这时，只要我打开腹腔，让九十九个灵魂一起，顺着我敞开的腹腔进入子宫与新的生命融合在一起，便能重新寻回我早夭的孩子。我要她重回我的腹中，重新经历十月的孕育，将她带回我身边。

殷以商，那天当你敲开我的门，我就知道，你便是巫神赐给我的那个人。我本应感恩戴德，可是，请原谅我对你始终冷漠。因为我不能爱上你，在巫毒的教义里，只有唯一的，彻底的，义无反顾的爱，才是寻魂术的索引。任何其它的爱恋，都会让我前功尽弃。不仅我的孩子不再愿意回来，就连我自己，也将堕入轮回之外。

当我再次醒来，请原谅我不再记得你，所以，现在请你，就当一切都未发生过那样，安静地离开。

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看完这封信，她就会醒来。只要一刻钟，她就会醒来。

殷以商喃喃念着，疑惑地盯着地上浅凝的尸体。

你说过，我看完这封信，你就会醒来。

他就这样静静地坐在地上，痴痴地等着。看着白天过去，黑夜再度降临。也终究没有等到她再次站起。

他将那封信揉碎，扔进一旁的垃圾筒里，却在那里发现了一张试孕纸。那上面隐约的红线告诉他，用过它的那个女人，已经有了身孕。

门窗紧闭，他却感受到一股越来越彻骨的寒意，终是抱住头，鸣鸣地哭了。

他多么希望她马上可以好生生地从地上爬起来，站到他面前。重新那么飘逸脱俗地活着。哪怕她依然对他很冷很坏，他都不会介意。他会努力地重新让她认识自己，了解自己，接受自己。他会好好地去爱她身体里那个小小的生命。他相信，那也是他的孩子，是他前世就走失了的孩子。他们，本就是一家人。

可是，他又笑了。他一直以为她是冷血是病态是个疯子。却原来，她也是爱过的啊，甚至比他的爱更浓烈更悲壮。就这样一爱，便让她付出了生命。

终是抵不住崩溃，他咆哮一声，冲出门去。

于是，那个清冷的夜里。偶尔晚归的人们便在街上看到一个浑身是血的男人，又哭又笑地跌撞前行。

他笑得那么凄惨，却又哭得，那么狼狈。

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