轮回之蛊

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夜晚，林晓枫睡得很不踏实。翻来覆去，不能成眠。

每个人都会以为，她是在受着丈夫的背叛和死亡这样的双重打击，内心不能安宁。

林晓枫咬着唇，略有恨意。

她恨着李希哲的背叛，却也同样恨起了自己。若不是自己当初那么轻信了别人，李希哲也不会死。就算他有了小小的背叛，也许，她会像个正常女人那样，包容着，用爱把他唤回，那一种天长地久，虽不完美，总好过如今这般，生死殊途。

“晓枫，对不起。”一个声音传来。

她一惊。以为是自己听错了。打开灯，卧室还是一如继往的干净整洁，如每个等待李希哲的夜晚一样，空空荡荡。

下了床，从药柜里拿出几片安定，她狠狠地服下。

终是受了药物的控制，她睡得很沉。并且，这一觉，似乎与以前的夜里，并没有什么两样。她似乎忘记了李希哲已经不在身边，她只感觉到，她背对着他，枕着他有力的臂膀，而他，依然是从身后抱紧了她，温暖安全。

天已大亮，阳光照进了卧室，刺在了她的眼上，她迷迷糊糊地，将搭在自己身上的那只手推开，直感觉腰酸背痛。

突然惊醒。——手？哪里有手？李希哲已经死了，这一夜，是谁抱着她，让她睡得安详？

一阵凉意，不可抵挡地袭来，她坐在阳光底下，打了个寒颤。

单位已经批了她长长的假期，让她好好休息。她本可以再倒回床上，带着长长的忧伤，睡一个虽不踏实，却至关重要的回笼觉。

可是此刻，她却对床充满了深深的恐惧，她多么害怕，再次睡去后，又会感受到那双手，那个曾夜夜陪伴自己的温暖身体。

走进洗手间，她却感觉到了一片荒凉。

从前每当这个时间，都是家里最为忙乱的时刻。李希哲和她都要上班，两人挤在一起，洗手间里满是流水声，和牙刷碰撞杯壁“叮叮当当”的声响。

而现在，这里一片寂静。

林晓枫看着镜子，忍不住，终于流下泪来。

“别哭。”他说。

又是一个激灵，“谁？”林晓枫问。

环顾四周，根本没有别人。

目光再回到镜上，林晓枫却惊恐地看到了一个似曾相识的画面——镜子中，自己的五官严重地扭曲起来，渐渐地，一个男人的面容浮现在眼前。——李希哲！

她尖叫一声，拿起牙杯砸向镜子，捂住了自己的眼。

可是，她多么清晰地听到，那一声吼叫，却分明发自一个男子。

5

万圣节，酒吧里依然的热闹非凡。

林晓枫看到了角落里那个单纯的女孩子，慢慢走了过去。

“太过血腥的场面可能会吓着你，那么，你就当我在变一个魔术吧。”她说。

看着女孩尖叫着离开，她却满心悲凉。

“真的管用吗？”她问。

一个男子的声音从她的身体里回道：“管用。你给我下蛊时，答案就留在了我这里。这是一个轮回之蛊，爱与复仇，本就是一场轮回。等到他们体内的蛊发作的时候，我们就可以各自拥有肉身，从此相忘了。”

会有那一天的。她想。因为哪个女人不希望与心爱的人长相厮守，不离不弃？

可是，又有哪个人能够明白，只有拥有了同一个身体，才叫作真实意义上的，永不离弃。

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