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生死瞬间

晚上，我等了很久，达南还是没有回来——这是很少出现的情况。我突然想起那个不速之客。心里一紧：达南，会不会……出了什么事了？

于是我立即下楼，打车去达南的诊所。

十三楼，坐电梯要很长时间。天色已晚，以我的胆子，我肯定是不敢坐电梯的。爬楼梯？那么黑……更不敢了。

可是，我强烈地要见到达南，我好担心他会出事。于是，咬咬牙，横下心，我按开了电梯的门。

门再次打开的时候，十三楼黑乎乎地呈现在我的面前。达南的诊所在最西边。我屏住呼吸，踮起脚悄悄地移着步。

这时候，我听到了走廊里传来了节奏均匀的脚步声，回声很大，每一声都打在我心上，叫我不寒而栗。我顺着墙，想摸开墙上的廊灯。可是手颤抖着，怎么也摸不到位置。

脚步声越来越近，我渐渐适应了黑暗的眼睛，终于看到了不远处出现了一个人影。

这时廊灯亮了，达南站在不远处问：“秋棠，你怎么来了？”

然而我却呆在了原地，随着我的一声惊呼，达南身后，突然闪现了一柄匕首向他的头顶刺去。达南从我的眼神中似乎看到了什么，敏捷地一闪，躲过一击，反手向来人挥去。两人立即扭打在一起。

一看大事不妙，我立即取出手机，准备拨“110”，那人发现之后，将达南向身后一推，过来抢了我的手机，扔了好远。

这时我才看清，他正是丘止悦。他刚才因为急于来抢手机，匕首被达南顺势夺下，并且肩上也被刺伤。

达南正准备扑过来，丘止悦一把掳住了我：“你不要过来，你过来我就杀了她！”

我的心已经提到了嗓眼，只感觉他掳住我的那只胳膊开始流血，流了我满襟的粘液。

达南举着匕首，不敢妄动：“你不会杀她的，否则，你怎么还会跟来？”

丘止悦挟持着我后退着，终于退到墙角，无路可退之下，他抱着我顺墙坐下：“你离远点。”

达南于是乖乖地向后退了几步。

“秋棠，”丘止悦道：“我死不要紧。我只是希望……你能够认清这个魔鬼，不要再和他在一起了。”

我试图让自己冷静下来，我分析，也许正如达南在工作之余，也需要我的安慰来解他自己的心理问题一样，丘止悦，或许也患上了心理疾病。而心理医生自己所患的病，比常人则更为顽固。所以，他才会因为痛失女友，变得如此顽固。

对待这样的人，只能先打开他心理最脆弱的地方，可是，他本人就是心理医生，难度该有多大，不得而知。

我学着达南对病人的口气，对他说：“丘止悦，我明白你的心情。你失去了女朋友，你的悲痛催化了你的复仇欲望。可是，可是达南他是无辜的！他……”

“不！”他粗暴地打断了我，语气甚为绝望：“秋棠！你要怎样才能相信我！你就是我的女朋友！不错，你起初是季达南的女朋友，可是你们交往的时候，你认识了我，我爱上了你。随后，你发现了他和别的女人在一起，你痛不欲生之下，我们相爱，然后，这个该死的家伙制造了一场车祸，你失去了记忆，他瞒过了我们所有人，假惺惺告诉我们，要带你去出国去治疗。可是！可是却把你带来了这里！”(:http:///转载请保留!)

“你听我说。”我急切地想要辩解：“我没有得过失忆症。我的曾经种种，我都非常清晰地记得。如果我得了失忆症，那么必然是两种情况：要么，我至少有一段时光的记忆怎么也找不回；要么，我已经恢复，完全记起了曾经。现在的情况是，我根本没有记忆的空白地带，而我的记忆里，根本不存在你！”

我故作冷静地说完这些，却感觉丘止悦掳我的那只手握成了拳头，由于握得太紧，骨头“咯咯”作响。

“你这个畜生！”他对着达南吼道：“你居然给她洗脑！你难道不清楚，长期的药物和催眠，会让她精神错乱吗？这就是你爱她的方式吗？！！”

达南依旧没有说话。我明白，他是不想激怒丘止悦。

丘止悦胳膊上的伤口流血越来越多，已经滴得满地都是。

我于是道：“你流的血太多了。——达南，你打开诊所的门，我们进里面去，我替他包扎一下。”

丘止悦没有吱声，显然是不反对。只是达南却在迟疑首。我于是催道：“快些呀，会有生命危险的！”

达南于是开了门，我们一起进了门。丘止悦还是要求达南远远地跟着。他的左手依旧紧掐着我的脖子，随我亦步亦趋。达南打开了药柜，拿出一些止痛粉末和纱布，远远地扔过来。我于是替他包扎。

可是突然地，他大吼起来：“你在药里放了什么？”

喊完这一句，他突然失控了似地，放下了我，向着达南冲了过去。

达南立即喊道：“秋棠，快躲！”

我于是抱着头，蹲到了沙发的靠背后面，不敢再看。

沙发那边，只听着他们打斗得很激励。听得出，丘止悦有些发狂的样子，很显然，他已经无法控制自己的行为。在他一声狂吼之后，世界，突然安静了下来。

我抬起头，突然吓了一跳——他倒在沙发上，上半身倾出了靠背。正向着我的方向，瞪着一双绝望的眼睛，直直地看向我。背上，深深地插着那把匕首。

突然之间，我看到他胸前的心形吊坠打开在那里，左右摇晃。仔细一看——里面的照片上，我与丘止悦相拥而立，笑颜如花。

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