水魂灯

【七】

心，真的对不起，我真的爱阿木。我不能没有他。小瑛看了看身边的阿木。心，那天我本来已经准备好一死了，当你们把我侵入水中的时候，你说怕我死不了，就拔了村里人手中的探照灯，扯开里面的电线，插在水里，想电死我。

结果你一把抓住我的手，把我也拉下了水，我们一下子电到了很多人，大家吓死了，急忙都松开手，各自跑掉了。水中的灯泡接着说。

是的，你被电昏了，栽在水中，而我幸免于难，我拼命地想解开自己被绑着的手，那时候，我只想赶紧解开，然后拉着你一起上去。水中的灯泡忽然亮了一下，又暗了下去。

可是，就在那个时候，有一个小木匠，扛着一把锯子跑到林子里来，他解开裤带，往水里解手，我便大声地喊了他。他看到我后，便把我拉了上来，解开了我，我正想反过来拉你，可是发现，你不见了，天又下起了雨，我看见水面不远处飘着白白的东西，我肯定那是你。

于是我就求那个木匠去救你，可是？？？可是什么？阿木紧张地看着小瑛，等待小瑛继续说下去。可是小瑛却低下了头，不再说话。

可是他却没有救我，而是强奸了你！水中的灯泡又旋转了一下。阿木，看着水中的灯泡，再看看身旁的小瑛，小瑛你抬起头，让我看看你，看看你！阿木伸出手，托起小瑛的下巴，啊？刘嫂？

是的，他强奸了我。刘嫂的眼中闪过泪花。下了好大的雨，我流产了，等我第二天醒过来的时候，心已经不见了，水面安静得出奇，前夜挣扎的我，脸被那个木匠划伤了，毁了，我忍着痛，躲了起来，改了姓氏。

多年后，我遇见了后来的丈夫，他不嫌弃我，和我一起生活，谁料他居然是河潭乡的人，把我又带回了河潭乡，又见到了村长和木匠。小瑛说到这里，眼泪再也止不住，一头扎进了阿木的怀里。

于是你就利用死水潭闹鬼的传说杀了老村长和木匠赵林？阿木抚摸着在自己怀里抽泣的刘嫂。眼神充满了怜惜。

是的，是我杀了他们。我假装水鬼，进了他们的家，吓死了他们。小瑛抽泣得更加厉害。可是，我的儿子小军，他也死了。小瑛放声哭了起来。

小瑛，对不起。我不该吓死你儿子。水中的灯泡忽闪忽现着微弱的蓝光，在水中慢慢悠悠地旋转起来，很慢很缓。我知道阿木来了，心里又生起了恨，当我去村里想看看阿木的时候，才发现，你没有死，你还好好地活着，而且居然还有了儿子，儿子居然寄养在别人家里，我恨死了你，我要杀了他，让你永远都痛苦。

是的，自从我跟着丈夫再次来到咱们河潭乡后，丈夫身体越来越不好，没过多久就死了，我觉得自己是个不祥之人，我身边的人都不会有好下场，于是我便把儿子送到了一直膝下无儿的姑父家，让他们代养。

河潭乡居然一直没有人知道小军竟然是你刘嫂的儿子？啊哈哈哈，灯泡旋转着发出一阵阵怪异的笑声。

心，对不起，我当时真的想救你的！小瑛再度大声地抽噎起来。你们都没有错，错的是我，我不该出现在你们的生命里，是我的错。阿木靠在小瑛的头发上，眼神空洞地看着水中央。

灯泡慢慢旋转着向水底沉去，水面的光亮随着灯泡的沉入而渐渐淡了下去，阿木和小瑛在黑暗里，各自抽泣。

我不恨你们，你们走吧。水中央泛起弱弱的水花。

【尾音】

孙先生，您真的要走吗？高伟明带着一村子乡亲站在阿木的门口，刘嫂坐在阿木的屋内，低着头。是的，我不属于这里，是我该走的时候了，那片死水潭，大家还是去开垦一下吧，把竹子都砍了，建个小亭子，以后大家晚上没事去散散步吧。

众人闻话，个个瞪大了眼睛。没事的，你们别怕，那里不会再有鬼了。阿木转过脸看着屋内低着头的小瑛，嘴角扬起了一丝笑容。

那孙先生，今晚我们村子里的人一起聚会吧，为了给你送送行，大家都准备了很多节目呢。在河潭乡这个民土风情比较浓厚的地方，来人去人，都很热闹的，尽管大家还本着不少封建的思想，但大家的热情还是历历在目的。

那好吧，今晚，我和大家一起狂欢。阿木说罢推上了门，拉着小瑛的手，小瑛今晚我们就要跟河潭乡告别了，以后你要跟我浪迹天涯，你愿意吗？

小瑛抬起头，转头看着桌子上的骨灰坛，把它抱在手中，低下眼，我们带着心，好吗？阿木看了看小瑛手中的骨灰坛，笑了。

晚上的时候，河潭乡的乡亲父老们，齐聚一堂，欢歌笑语，为了河潭乡的安宁举杯欢畅。男女老少，笑逐颜开，篝火烤肉，满天飘香。小瑛坐在阿木的身旁，心中总有丝丝的失落。

小瑛，这里是你的家乡，我们以后还会回来的，放心吧，阿木紧紧握着小瑛的手，生怕她再次跑了。

而，死水潭边，月光下，一袭白色的长裙，正在对着潭水梳妆。水中晃动着梳妆的倒影，倒影里，小瑛的脸，惨白无光，眼角滴着丝丝血迹，她笑了，嘴里射出一道水光？？？？？水中央，一盏四十瓦的灯泡，一道亮光，划破了黑暗。

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