梦魇

十二 还我本我

我被带出了公安局，却还是没有获得自由，我被一辆白车送进一个满是有着诡异神态人的地方，那是精神病院。

我愤怒，警察和“如影随形”已经达成了某种默契，他们竟然放着杀人凶手不去抓，却把我这个受害者送进精神病院。

可是，我不能反抗，在那些强壮的男性医生面前，我这个柔弱的女孩没有耍威的机会，他们会把我当成发病的精神病人关起来。因此，我必须很安静，只有安静，才有机会。不要忘了，我是一个恐怖小说作家，对付这些医生轻而易举。

在医生放松对我的监控的时候，我跑上了顶楼，站在楼顶的边缘，我以死来要挟，我要媒体来，要警察来，我要公道。

医院里乱了，一些医生试图靠近我，我又向楼顶的边缘走了一步，那些医生才止住了脚步。

那个中年妇女站在了楼下，儿啊儿啊地哭喊着。她为什么演戏？为什么让别人以为我是她的儿子？就是让她真正的儿子逃脱罪责吗？

“我是一个女孩，我不是她的儿子！”我大喊着，撕扯着自己的衣服，用身体证明给在场的人看。

可是，我惊呆了，我的左臂怎么这么粗壮？！还有很多伤痕？甚至少了一块肉？这不是我的身体！我似乎明白了，我死了，鬼魂却占据了那个杀死我的“如影随形”的身体，怨不得，人们都认为我是“如影随形”，认为我是杀死我的凶手，认为我有精神病。

我的鬼魂不能在这个有精神病的肮脏的身体里，我要摆脱他，我要让这个杀害我的凶手付出代价，我要毁掉他的身体。

我平身趴着朝楼下跌落，我高喊着，“我才是雨夜听雨。”我发出男人沙哑的声音。

在坠落的时候，我看到那个中年妇女朝我下落的身体奔来……

Introduce:People has done prologue or interlude in Yuan Dynasty drama dream, but had you made such dream? The dream tonight was last night the continuance of dream, like be like teleplay, dream is in every night on time one market market is broadcasted. The scared day of one dark night darkened again, to office worker, dark meeting makes they come out from the disengagement in business of a day, enjoy domestic warmth, and I however polarity, darkness pours the wall that come down like one side bend, press me below, make me suffocative come. I also like night advent originally, it is only in the environment of deathly stillness, my inspirational ability can come unexpectedly, those weird bloodcurdling clues just are met the ground like natural and smooth writing appears on computer screen, till break up darkness, receive the sunlight of blindfold making a person, I can be in the satisfaction of the draft that finish, languid lies lazily on single bed. Yes, I like what accompany with night appearance to keep a hand namely, and it is a horror fiction keeps a hand, someone also call us the writer, but I prefer to keep a hand this appellation, in doing not have writer appellation because of it bearing too much, I am OK do as one wants in horrible and bloody depict. Sometimes, I also can think, my novel can bring adverse effect, reader can infatuated because of my work, become the copyist of novel go-between content, going witnessing bloody depict personally is very horrible really. But when author's remuneration in one's hand when, I can laugh, I keep a hand namely, scrupling sensitively is redundant. I can be written down day and night, I want to consider for my bread, I always cannot spend my Qing Qingmei's good time in more than 50 smooth rented houses, I cannot be done draw near big dirty work, can rely on oneself only competence to change the current situation only. I know, I had been accomplished, in this city, my author's remuneration income is enough also a white-collar qualification. A few journals can stalk of grain about to me regularly, on the account that also can call contribution fee to me regularly of course. My QQ reader group (34356744) also has two, I drive draft besides busy move, chat with those lovely readers namely, those who chat is a few horrible material. To them, I am keep one's eyes peeled very, cater to their view as far as possible, because I still need them to buy my book, go buying the publication that has my work, only such, my famous the meeting that spend ability rises, the journal that stalks of grain about also is met more, author's remuneration also is met more. Among them one cries " very closely associated with each other " reader and I chat at most, held my most chatting time almost. The iron lever reader that he is me is confused, he has read me all novels, and read whacking is carefully, he is written down even more clearly than me even to a few clues. He says he can recite me those bloody depict, even