紊乱的大脑神经

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所有的一切都只是幻觉……

我不知道应该相信自己的记忆还是相信医生的话。

我记忆中所有的知觉、触觉、嗅觉，所见所听，全部都是假的？

因为大脑受到撞击，脑功能紊乱才变成这样？

拿着医生重新开的药，我回到家属院，老吴正在麻将室门口和小孙子说话，看到我，喊：“吕翰！你身体好点了没？”

我说：“啊？”

“前一阵子不是从楼梯上摔下来了嘛，之后就一直不对劲儿，看到我就躲。”老吴走过来，问，“现在好点了吧？”

我拍着他的肩膀，笑道：“好多了。”

手上摸到的确实是人的体温。

那医生说的是真的，老吴确实活着，之前所看到的果真是我大脑功能紊乱产生的错觉。

“没事就好。”老吴挥挥手道，“对了，你之前借走的那几片碟看完了没？有人管我借。”

“看完了，看完了。”搞清了事情的真相，我的心豁然开朗，“晚上我给你拿过来。”

给老吴还碟的时候，他们已经支上了桌子，在小屋子里搓麻，刘五坐在他的对面。

再次看到这熟悉而平和的场景，我心里的石头彻底地放下了。

“还碟来了？”老吴叼着烟，一边和我打招呼一边眯着眼睛摸牌，“就放那边吧。”

刘五转身，挤眉弄眼地问我：“什么片子？”

“鬼片。”我把碟片放在一旁的架子上，笑着回答。

“切。”这答案显然不是刘五想要的，他意兴阑珊地转过头。

老吴甩出手中的红中，笑道：“他一天就爱看这些神神叨叨的东西……”

我的笑容僵住了，这几幅画面异常的熟悉，这些话，似乎曾经在哪里听过。

老吴接着说：“对了吕翰，这几天厂里要查岗，你早上别睡过了，早点起来赶班车。”

“哦。”我的心忽然凉了，应了一声，匆匆忙忙转身往外走，脸上的水泡又开始火烧火燎地疼。

不可能，不可能……

这也许也是幻觉。

可是我现在已经分不清这是幻觉还是现实，是记忆紊乱还是时间的重复。

忽然腿上撞到了什么东西，冰凉凉的，我低下头，老吴的小孙子撞到我，手里的冰棍蹭到了我的裤子上。

小孩嘴一咧就要哭。旁边老吴的老婆拍着小孩脖子抱怨：“都蹭人家裤子上了，快说对不起。”那小孩说：“叔叔对不起。”仰着头，撅着嘴，一副非常委屈的样子。

我的手脚已经开始发麻，一丝凉意顺着脚底慢慢延伸。

身后传来了老吴的呼喊声：“吕翰，记住了啊，明天早起坐车。”

Introduce:1 before a common ward that is a hospital, there is a pen container above wooden desk, there still is ball of a celestial being on windowsill. "I feel I once was in when will cross here, also had seen you, but in fact, this is I step into this place for the first time however. " I look at the doctor before, speak this word a little hardly. "Oh, in the thing that see some setting one of these day or produces, feel him used has seen, this is very normal. " that doctor says, "This kind of phenomenon says feel to be inspected namely. But how does this kind of phenomenon produce, is what the mischief that is cerebrum causes psychedelic is still be fokelore spatio-temporal and disorder? At present we did not get answer …… " " disorder …… " I am recalling this word, say, "Right, I feel my life is already disorder. " 2 when returning dish to Laowu, they are in little room rub hemp. Laowu is bigger than me twenties, with my factory, it is the monitor of electric welding class. His wife did not work, opened a store that hire dish around family member courtyard, return before pretty good, be pounded later by Internet all-pervading, business suffer a disastrous decline, transform the store that hire dish into mahjong room then, ability is new and hot rise. "Return dish to come? " Laowu is holding cigarette, greet sb with me at the same time at the same time eyeball of have sth in mind of narrow one's eyes is feeling a card, "Put there. " the Liu Wu face about that sits opposite him, make eyes ground asks me: "What film? " " ghost piece. " I put disc in aside on frame. "Cut. " this answer is not Liu Wu apparently want, his enthusiasm wanes to the close the ground turns overdo. Laowu swings skill medium red in, laugh: "The thing …… that he loves one day to see be favored with of these divine spirit be favored with was opposite Lv Han, cha Gang wants in the factory these days, had not slept in the morning, breakfast rises drive regular bus. " " oh. " I answered, face about goes outside. Small grandchildren of Laowu is lifting ice-lolly to go to in go, bumped with me wearing, ice-lolly loiter is on my trousers, that child mouth one Lie is about to cry, his grandma patted child neck: "On trousers of loiter other people, say quickly to I am sorry. " the child admires a head, sticking up the mouth, grievance wears say: "The uncle Is am sorry. " I knead knead child head: "Irrespective. " old Wu You cries: "Lv Han, remembered, will rise early tomorrow take a car. " age of courtyard of this family member and I am about the same big, it is good in a building to do not have basically the lamp, nevertheless namely because of such chummage ability is cheap. I am being felt black go toward upstairs. I go very carefully, downstair king old man is felt namely black walk along stair foot to slip, one foot steps to fall dead for nothing. I am young still, do not want to die so